Saturday, May 27, 2006
[*cL.aRitY*]...things are becoming clearer to me each day ... and i'm understanding His purpose for me as days go by ... why i'm where i am and why things happen for a reason ... it's getting to me now ... how urgent it is to do what God wants me or us to do ... save souls for Him ...
anyway ... i've been reflecting on many things lately ... and also talking to my mommy ... and yar ... i've been feeling so tired lately that somehow, despite how much i sleep ... i'll still feel sleepy ... yup ... so that was how i felt this week ... also ... GP paper was a killer ... had it yesterday ... yup ... but it's over ... so it's one less paper to study for the hols ... yup ...
right now ... i'm wondering why i'm where i am ... and why certain things are happening that doesn't make any sense to me ... but ... i know that whatever it is ... God is under control ... and yup ... no worries ...
hmmm ... hope this hols will be a fulfilling one ... and i have one thing to say ... i really miss the environment in IJ ... where there were NO GUYS at all ... and school life was much more peaceful ... yup ... but i guess this is part and parcel of life ... having to adapt to new surroundings ... yup ...
we'll be starting on something new soon ... and it's like ... not a good idea cos everyone's tired of having to keep doing material after material ... it's like it is becoming a school or a class and not a relationship with God anymore ... everyone is just busy doing but whether they actually have a strong relationship with Him is a totally different matter ... and that's what that ASTOUNDS me ..
but whatever it is ... i'll just follow God ... the church may be wrong but God will never be wrong ... so yar ...
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 5/27/2006 10:03:00 pm
